thursday

i don't know if anyone could find this man unattractive. he should be in my life.
but anyways, i haven't gone to school for three days and tomorrow is friday also, my sisters birthday. free cake and ice cream i'm all down for it. the fact that next year my sister is going to be a teenager, i'm not down. having all of this alone time to think sucks. my head overflows with insecurities and it's not all that fun
so the past couple of days haven't been all that exciting to me, kind of sucky. we'll see where the weekend takes me though, hopefully things will turn around and the weekend will be great. (hey my sister wont be here, that already makes it good and it's only thursday!)