wednesday

have you ever just wanted to leave? just leave everything behind and take off with just one person or a few people? i've been wanting this lately, well more often then lately. i hate it here, i hate the feeling of uselessness. i want to do something, i want to move on. ugh, i don't even know how to explain it

thursday

i don't know if anyone could find this man unattractive. he should be in my life.
but anyways, i haven't gone to school for three days and tomorrow is friday also, my sisters birthday. free cake and ice cream i'm all down for it. the fact that next year my sister is going to be a teenager, i'm not down. having all of this alone time to think sucks. my head overflows with insecurities and it's not all that fun
so the past couple of days haven't been all that exciting to me, kind of sucky. we'll see where the weekend takes me though, hopefully things will turn around and the weekend will be great. (hey my sister wont be here, that already makes it good and it's only thursday!)

basically

i love keith, just throwing that out there :D and i love bon iver, it's really helping my mood right now, you have no idea. today i felt so low. i can't believe it. i need better people in my life and i NEED a job. it's ridiculous. i want to move out too. i hate feeling trapped under these walls. i am so hard on myself, i need to stop feeling sorry for myself because it's just bringing me down

but hopefully i'll start blogging on here more, if not i know for a fact i'll be on tumblr
salmonowl.tumblr.com

hello!

if you have a tumblr, you should follow me
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i'm on that like everyday so yeah
but i hope all is well (: