madness

so about last week or something along the lines of last week i realized how positive i am. and it kind of amazed me and knocked me off my feet when i thought this because i have been through some really hard time and when some people have been through some vulnerable times in their lives they tend to be more pessimistic and i lean towards extreme optimism. i'm so glad that i have been able to stay so strong, well i've had many weak points but i never once though oh things are going to get worse. i just thought i'd share this with the reader (:

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There was a steady breeze as I looked out the window
I saw the starry night's sky as I lifted my head
That cool blue moon made me feel so alone
But my sensuality rest assured me
Even when there might seem like there is nothing more
There is so much more to look forward to