madness

so about last week or something along the lines of last week i realized how positive i am. and it kind of amazed me and knocked me off my feet when i thought this because i have been through some really hard time and when some people have been through some vulnerable times in their lives they tend to be more pessimistic and i lean towards extreme optimism. i'm so glad that i have been able to stay so strong, well i've had many weak points but i never once though oh things are going to get worse. i just thought i'd share this with the reader (: