gaining

so lately i have felt so vulnerable and i let myself go for a moment. but i will get over that and im certain that will not happen again, i can stop myself. for the past couple of days the people i have been around have been such crabby people and so caring about themselves and it really has bummed me out. sometimes i just let out all of the frustration and hurt and sometimes i think and i think of all the good in my life and that all the good that will come out.
in psychology we covered aspect of positive psychology, and i have to say this is my favorite subject that we have covered yet. i know that i am living my life to optimum and that i try to learn from mistakes and just learn from the positives really. i know that i want to help people and i know i want to find more people to connect with, just to feel that "click" with another person. i am trying to grow more with my intimacy too, and no not sex wise but rather a meaningful relationship, being accepted, and grow soulfully with a mate. i want a job that makes me want to get up and go to work and be extremely happy while working, i want to value what i am doing rather then being miserable but making ton loads of cash while doing it, there is no point into that. i also want more altruism as well. basically i am going down the list of the notes my teacher made us take, and she is the best teacher, she explains things so you will get it and i find that fantastic.
i also love the fact that we are going to making a book, all of mrs. chaddick's students and former students, that we get to give a page of a poem, drawing, short story...etc. and all of the profits of the book, that is if it does get out there and i sure hope it does, is going to charity. like in Uganda or another poverty stricken country. i am so excited for this you have no clue!
but anyways i will wrap this up now, i am hoping that you will have a wonderful night, day, morning, evening, and so on!

oh and P.S.
have you seen 'where the wild things are' trailer? oh lordy watch it! i so cant wait for this either, it looks amazing.